I walk a fine line between coping and insanity The right pills right now would be the wrong time I have a hard time between flying and sobriety The wrong thrill strong will to keep myself alive I've watched this rip apart my family Fuck that I'd rather die with honor But when the drug is runnin’ through me I can feel no pain It's not worth the price I pay It's so hard to be together And I try and I try But it won't get better Forever Days go days go by I won't die I won't die cause But I must I must try Forever I missed a phone call from a friend I knew the other day It was strange and it changed my life forever A couple days go by I found out that he passed away The right drug wrong time he'll be remembered There's two wolves that battle in us all right now Ones good the other one is evil If your wonderin wolf inside will succeed It's simple it's the one that you feed I am dead inside but I'm not allowed to die There is truth in every lie and I am very much alive But I've died a thousand times there is truth in every lie