When I look up, yeah, all was in vain I wasn't enough, now, my mind can't think People just tell lies, devil was a good liar Caught in a trap, now, I'm pro'ly insane Face down, think I'm losing this game All I got is the fear and the shame Realize some things just can't change So sad that it just won't change Think I got demons in my head, on my mind I see it, I could see it, I could see it in my eyes Believe me, I got demons in my head, on my mind I see it, I can see it, I can see it in my eyes I drink, I smoke, I drink, I smoke Hold up, the cup, throw up, now what? I drink, I smoke, I drink, I smoke Hold up, the cup, throw up Damn this shit, my world spinning I'm spinning, smoking, and drinking this pain Damn this shit, my world spinning I'm spinning, smoking, and drinking this pain I may be silent, but lemme tell you that I'm violent Never know exactly what I'm thinking So sick in the mind and I'm sinkin', yeah You think that you know me? You don't You think you can drag me? You won't You think I'm so easy? Now go to hell Tell the devil, I'ma slap you both And tell you: What's wrong? When I look up, yeah, all was in vain I wasn't enough, now, my mind can't think People just tell lies, devil was a good liar Caught in a trap, now, I'm pro'ly insane Face down, think I'm losing this game All I got is the fear and the shame Realize some things just can't change So sad that it just won't change Think I got demons in my head, on my mind I see it, I could see it, I could see it in my eyes Believe me, I got demons in my head, on my mind I see it, I can see it, I can see it in my eyes Damn this shit, my world spinning I'm spinning, smoking, and drinking this pain Damn this shit, my world spinning I'm spinning, smoking, and drinking this pain (Yuh)