I've been talking to myself in the mirror Saying things I never thought I'd say ten years ago I've been looking for myself in the mirror But I only want to find myself if you are gone And I know that when I come back alone I'll be crying like the day I was born And I dreamed about the blooming of the poppies And I dreamed about two goddesses making our love And I dreamed I fell through you and it was shocking All the things I found inside that made me want to trust And I don't know if this fire's the same And will I ever gift a child a name And are you coming back to haunt me Coming back to haunt me again So I've been sizing up the lighting of your mind What are your oceans, baby? What makes you kind And when you take me to the valley of your pain Will you be running wild, baby? Will you be something to Tamei am way beyond myself Yet I'm so far behind The way you shoot The way you lose Guess I will offer up my blessing for a bruise It's only if you want it