Suicidal thoughts inside my head Shades of past are haunting in my bed Horror of loneliness is embracing me With its rotten dark wings chocking me I saw devils and demons in my dreams My body was tortured by fever and disease Sometimes I felt like I'll be buried alive Hell was calling me with hungry smile I was born alone, I will die alone I felt pain of loneliness inside my bones Bloody dreams of fever, falling down The same screaming season all the time Then I met an angel came out from the unreal Emptiness when I woke up, past disappeared As she flew out from the darkness She came for me alone I received her all alone A dark lady with eyes of a fairy You're my cosmic reality, my only destiny Suicidal thoughts inside my head Sometimes she's sleeping in my bed Surreal beauty is embracing me With her soft dark wings chocking me To death I was born alone, I will die alone I feel pain of short future inside my bones light sleep of lust, Falling down the scream turned to laugh, it's the end of time Dark lady, cosmic reality Dark lady, endless purity Dark statue of faultless beauty Dark wings of immortality You love me even if I am insanity I'm a beast, a devil but you are sanity