Arrived at the gate of helplessness Standing in this bloody earth in hopeless veils I cry in the winds, and rememberance will dwell As still the wounds are deep Abandoned and left alone, cursed and acrificed Driven away by her pride I'll wait Beyond the doors for a light beyond the doors In a frozen, yet lonely time Your beauty and my need Your looks and my silence Your image and my fear Your looks, for one last time Your image for one last time Feeling your kisses on my silent cheeks just one time Touching your blossoms just one time Costing your stream just one time talkin to you The storm of the seasons destructing me And my leaves fall to the ground And I revel in my wounds as I feed My blood mother earth I'll fall to my knees In the shadows I'll remain unseen My misery to mother earth and in loneliness I'll die insignificant and unconscious in this winter In a world only I live in Where life's no more worth to live At the gates I cry for you So I remain unseen in the shadows in fear The ivy will grow one with my body It chains me to your bonds the ivy of fear I hate disgust mankind and I love And I'll wait at the gate as the leaves will fall To see the light as the leaves will fall That we dance in the gardens of heaven as the leaves Over the mountain, and along the river as the leaves Another world without harm as the leaves Fallen leaves