I don't wanna talk about it anymore I made up my mind, you know I tried to make it work before But it caused me so much pain, put out my flame Didn't know how much more I could take But it's calling me I'm fighting my doubt cause I can't live without it It's calling me back down from the clouds Where I'm hiding the truth from me and you Roaming through the city, looking for a sign I feel like I'm swimming in a flood of all these neon lights And I hear a sound it's circling 'round my head Warning me that I can't play pretend It's calling me I'm fighting my doubt cause I can't live without it It's calling me from deep in my soul How could I just ignore this It's what I need despite all that I've lost I know how much it cost me It's calling me back down from the clouds Where I'm hiding the truth from me and you It's calling me I'm fighting my doubt cause I can't live without it It's calling me back down from the clouds Where I'm hiding the truth from me and you It's calling me I'm fighting my doubt cause I can't live without it It's calling me from deep in my soul How could I just ignore this It's calling me It's calling me It's calling me