Starry eyed Stuck in twilights Dignified in spiraling declines Resigned Convincingly polite A spirit so perpetually contrite Why Not Kill Unkind time Feels like I'm spinning Nothing is missing Feels like I'm slipping Hope God forgives me Ends Justify The means Feels like I'm spinning Nothing is missing Feels like I'm slipping Hope God forgives me Force fed punishments Tastes of contempt Deafened by torment I play pretend Lies as lullabies Don’t ask, don’t pry Smothered cries I revel before goodbyes