I've through enough for both of us but I barely said a word I been back and forth a thousand times hoping not to lose And I know I should take it slow But I've never followed suit And this ache you have it does with me So this time I'm finally through But I wish it wasn't true And so it goes I may wish I'd disappear Let the record slow At the distance grows, it's like I always feared I never have enough and I never wanted to But still I think of you Would you waste some time with me? Am I a waste of time? If you're around next year, even for a day Would show your face? And lay those eyes on me Because I'm a sight to see I've survived so much on my own You'll bite my tongue We're deaf to those that tell us truths that we don't wanna hear So here's to those that wish us well the rest can go to hell Life's a waste without you and me I don't wanna be I don't wanna be this way You're never gettin rid You're never gettin rid on me And so it goes