(Heero) (Hardbody) (Oh, that's all about Money right there) Thinkin' about the ones I lost even though it's been a while I been through some shit that's hard to fake a smile Stay tell myself them love a problem, I can't figure out Tell you I need you, how the fuck is you still walking out? Like, that shit that just don't be adding up How you say forever now you had enough How you say that you're all in now you're baggin' out If you play it by my rules that shit ain't fair at all Where them lippin', I should be happy that I'm still bravin' Sad to say I'm only happy when I'm still dreamin' Where I come from, if he a threat, you better knock him off Hit through the glass, F&N shit, nigga, mouse talk Hey, hey, hey, hey Grew up in that murky water, I can't tell the truth from lies Stuck up in my ways, I'm just a child, that's me traumatized Can you help me? Can you help me? Grew up in that murky water, I can't tell the truth from lies Stuck up in my ways, I'm just a child, that's me traumatized Lookin' at my kids, I get a piece of mind I'ma see murder with these same eyes Enough to say: Fuck 'em, if they ain't us My partner died, I seen three bodies at the same time One chick had broke my heart while I was doing time Never girl that give me love, I'll keep him far from mine Never had your heart dragged through the mud, how you gon' change mine? Never killed 'bout your pain, how you gon' feel mine? Heard so many lies, now I love you don't feel good to me When I close my eyes, it's like the Boogie Man be talkin' to me Pain make me numb, my trigger fingers, I can't feel neither Snakes up in my grazes, it's like the Glock, this is [?] Where them lippin', I should be happy that I'm still bravin' Sad to say I'm only happy when I'm still dreamin' Where I come from, if he a threat, you better knock him off Hit through the glass, F&N shit, nigga, mouse talk Hey, hey, hey, hey Grew up in that murky water, I can't tell the truth from lies Stuck up in my ways, I'm just a child, that's me traumatized Can you help me? Can you help me? Grew up in that murky water, I can't tell the truth from lies Stuck up in my ways, I'm just a child, that's me traumatized