Darkness, so pure, not a single ray of light can find its way to me How long have I soaked in this darkness Eternity? Though at times I think just a moment I feel nothing, as though there were nothing and I am floating in it Was this the moment that started it all? The edge I stood on for so long The moment before the jump No catch before the fall The forgiveness only lifted the burden for so long And when I had it in my hands, it anchored me underwater I knew it was over Her hand, golden and aged, pulled me to shore Are you alone?