Torn from reality like a miswritten note Every fiber is all but letting go You think agony has its weight set in stone Sinking in dark waters that seem like smoke Forget what you know You're only here for seconds and then you choke Forget what you know, drowning future dead lights Release till you float Swimming open pathways forming massive gateways and closing Forget what you know, drowning future dead lights Release till you float Swimming open pathways forming massive gateways and closing So this life vest It can't save me now It's now a tortured mess Broken at the valve It's how my life's blessed Recognize me now? In my torture vest Care to see my smile? Torn from reality like a miswritten note So this life vest It can't save me now It's now a tortured mess Broken at the valve Blackened by the blackest void Absence of the whitest light Tarnished by the salted brine Polished by the harshest kind It's how my life's blessed Recognize me now? In my torture vest Care to see my smile? I'm in hell It's pretty, it's pretty, it's pretty I tell myself (Shh) It's pretty, it's pretty, it's pretty I'm lying, I'm laying, I'm dying