Existentialism packed in pills A reckless menagerie of human will And one after another, the moral, too, will fall Never recovered He said: You won't gain a thing They'll manipulate until the end Cause as the saying goes diamonds are girls' best friends And everybody wants 'em till they meet their sudden end Can't get the time back Fighting for a new reality You couldn't quite get it just right so the change starts with me So, as we kept moving, they took everything I had left Left bereft, in their debt So I guess that's why I try to take back what should be mine This is all alright, everything's alright And every day we are waiting for the world to end My dear friend, comprehend that I can't amend the way that you turn a blind eye to injustice you see And yet you blame me Existentialism through the night A reckless abandonment I'm losing sight of love and hope This emptiness is filling in my blood Never recovered She said: Eat or be eaten When you look at me you see a new man A harsh and cruel and different And strikingly cool man I wish we had stability but I guess something like that is a pipe dream So I made a new reality The fear of being average is overtaking me So, now every day we are running in the shadowed night Out of sight and despite everything I fight It seems that nothing ever changes This is not alright I am not alright Seems that I've been changing I'm not the man you used to know We were close, even though it was all a show And now you've left me behind but I know you don't mind I know you don't mind Pathetic: Said a magnetic and splenetic man you loved Cause no one's sympathetic to a man who has an air of battle scars and liquor Everyone gather around, come and see the foolish clown who moves even when he's kicked down And even when you try to tell yourself how you know that no one wants you around A part of him is still in control because his heart still beats in your soul A legacy that's built by me will change this completely If life is a game of poker, I've been holding all my bluffs If you think I'm just the joker, then, my friend, I wish you luck Now, I'm untouchable You'll never hurt me in the end Dearest friend, you were right and I can't defend the things that I did when I was blind Now that's left behind Leave that life behind Purge every weakness, emotion never gets you far How bizarre, how my tears blur every star So please, join this altruistic jury It's too late for me Come on, condemn me Tendrils of my past consume me at last