A shadow shrouding me in misery, I hide my identity from the world of doubt But I still find myself deep in self loathing depression anxiety all things I go through 'Cause I try too hard to achieve the goals that are close to impossible in my condition my life A constant roller coaster of emotions spiraling out of control making me lose my composure Driving me fucking insane even when I'm the most calm it creeps up on me Eating me alive inside and out, just making my life harder and harder to handle but I'm still holding on 'Cause I'm the one with the hidden face the one of mystery no one knows me and my misery I'm the man behind the mask, the one you all know but don't The one who makes you smile but hardly ever does I'm always caught up in my head trying to find ways out of this mess with no solution Covering up my face, screaming inside I'm the man behind the mask, losing the will to keep my cool just sitting Here looking for a way out looking for a purpose in this life Trying to tell myself everything's alright, going back and forth in my mind Cycling every thought in my head This is why I am the man behind the mask a- shamed of who I am what I’ve become Suppressing my thoughts, only trying to look back on the good memories I keep to myself, I am the man behind the mask