It has always been a struggle To keep me up beat When there is something in the back of my mind Constantly pulling me down So, I just lay here looking at the ceiling With this fear Of what tomorrow might bring Then you start creeping in With your condescending words and thoughts It is always a never-ending battle with you Dream eater living in my mind When I'm high you bring me so far down I lose all my motivation I lose my sense of purpose Your words are like a knife Drove into my f-cking skull Now I have scars on my soul Never ever to be mended again Slowly opening every time you speak I try to be myself But you remind me that's not what you want - You want me to be lifeless inside At the same time You just love to see me suffer Making me lose my mind I can just hear you laughing in my ear As I break down into tears So, I just lay here looking at the ceiling With this fear of what tomorrow might bring Then you start creeping in With your condescending words and thoughts It is always a never-ending battle with you Dream eater living in my mind When I'm high you bring me so far down I lose all my motivation I lose my sense of purpose Your words are like a knife Drove into my f-cking skull Now I have scars on my soul Never ever to be mended again Slowly opening every time you speak