Can I teach you a way to ignore this pain? The hole in your chest will be gone shortly Forget anything they said It's better to feel gone instead The only thing I can think of right now Is how to make myself null to this anger This is something I'll regret Yet I was told to love nonsense Months keep flying I'm still grieving The world keeps turning without me there People stare I know I care but Can't stop feeling like I'm not here I can't handle this There's too much to list Why does the world keep spinning faster? A needle pokes our veins With it, there's no more pain But even then, I'm feeling number There's just no simple fix There's just no way to live We've left a way for our deaths to be cleaner I had an awesome past before this mess Then I turned away, just for a second This is not what I wanted But this will be all that I'll get Months keep flying I'm still grieving The world keeps turning without me there People stare I know I care but Can't stop feeling like I'm not here I can't handle this There's too much to list Why does the world keep spinning faster? How can I stop it all? How can I slow it down? Knowing I gave up everything dear There's just no simple fix There's just no way to live We've left ourselves walk left undone