Give me a second I need to breathe Why is this Happening to me I didn't mean it I closed my mind I broke the rules and I broke time I just wanted Wanted to know more They told me to stay The hell away That those two tattlers were Insane But I wanted Just had to know more Oh I needed to know And now I'm drowning oh so Slow Whoa whoa I never wanted for this to be my end All the things I fucking studied All the years she played pretend Whoa whoa I never wanted to be covered in her dirt Far from mother's holy light Far from what was wrong or right But I shoveled and I dug And I chanted as they rose Build an army Prep for war 'Cause these gray skies Are a bore Give me a minute I thought I t was fine I never noticed All the lies They didn't mean it It wasn't their faults Their very deaths were Her results I just wanted I had to help them Keep the cold rain away But she led them all Astray But they craved it The need to live She was destined to rise And all this lead to my Demise Whoa whoa I never wanted for this to be my end All the things I fucking studied All the years she played pretend Whoa whoa I never wanted to be covered in her dirt Far from mother's holy light Far from what was wrong or right But shoveled and I dug And I chanted as they rose Warn the army Prep for war 'Cause these gray skies Are a bore I wanted to help them You can't you can't you can't I wanted to help them You can't you can't you can't I needed to fix them You can't you can't you can't I'm destined to stop her You can't you can't you can't It's over I wanted to Whoa whoa I never wanted for this to be my beginning All the things I fucking planned All the years I played pretend Whoa whoa I never wanted to be buriedi and the dirt Far from father's holy light Far from what was always right But she shoveled and they dug And she chanted as I rose Call my army Start the war 'Cause these gray skies Are no more