Is this life a reality? A deadly dream? Should I get in trouble for the stuff I have not seen? For I've lost my single cause to begin play and pause For I've noticed a pattern in my feelings, lose it like I'm bleeding Grab my back, watch it flash black it won't end fast so make it last! Forget the past, create your mask for the new task you have made Forget the things they gave Make me wonder: Is this all there is? Was I meant to be trapped in a body that belongs to a kid Standing crowds they are so loud I hear the pounds inside and out I, should not pout less I'm allowed Watch out as the thoughts surround Recreate the things I'd live my life and ask for no replay, my own day I'd love it the same, and than I'll be okay today Grab my back, watch it flash black it won't end fast so make it last! Forget the past, create your mask for the new task you have made Forget the things they gave Maybe I can throw it all away and start new another day Or I can say sorry and forgive myself always