I I know it ain't so bad But I just gotta ask myself Why do we survive Maybe when I'm older Or maybe when I'm free I'll be able to say just what life means Your not alone You never were Those are the words that help me count my worth Were not the same Just look at me My own demons still come and haunt me I I promise that I'll act But I just gotta ask myself How do you live life Is there someone you love Who you just wouldn't leave There are people I know who care for me but All that I hear inside my head Are people telling me to drop dead But I know that's more than wrong I still want to live What is the reason that we fight Is there a meaning to kill or die I find myself clinging to the light What what if I was a bird Or made of metallic fiber Than who would I be It would all be over Cause I wouldn't be me So someone please tell me why do I breathe Your standing there Right by my side Until you leave me than I'm just one guy I'll have to face This lonely heart Please forgive me if I fall apart This is puzzling to me I love you more than you would think Your my hope and dreams Please take all my kindness But life doesn't agree Is it just too much to ask for mercy Played all the cards From left to right But in the end I'm losing my mind Is this how I ought to live Begging not to quit You gave me reason to survive But without you there's no other sign I'm waiting for more than one reply