What's this feeling now? Deep inside my heart Face flushed in bright red It's tearing me apart How could I know this now? They call this real love Scattered all my words Senses I can't get rid of A feeling so brand new Is this how it feels to you? This bizarre new desire It takes me higher and higher Scrambled, puzzled, love undying What am I even implying? This horrid new desire Who knew it'd be so dire Hushed, envious, ever-mocking Hey no! Please don't stop talking Feeling strange, but how? I really haven't a clue Stay with me longer now But only if you want to! Emotions you disallow Sweeter than candy treats Sickly orange-pink hues now You make me complete! Hey I know this is kinda weird Strange and scary, adhered and queer But I can't help but be afraid It happens every other day Hey I know this is really strange My feelings kinda estranged But I promise not to hurt you And will you promise me too? How could I have known I would get tangled up In something so perverse I think I've had enough It really hurts me deep Barely in the past All my little mistakes I should've stayed an outcast I really should've known My heart all tangled up Great misfortune so perverse And I can't get enough I really hurt you deep Rarely overlooked One big, giant mistake And that's all it took What's this feeling now? Fear inside my heart Louder and louder now It'll tear me apart What's this feeling now? Wild and sick in love Like an addictive drug I'm turning into rust Locked behind that door Ringing to find some more With this final clue