As I keep getting numb And don’t understand My own heart My own heart And I keep struggling I don’t know what I’ve become I’ve become Cause I only knew a gleam of light Two hands spreading towards me I only heard a familiar sound A deep wound that cannot bleed Maybe I'm dreaming Hallucinating Maybe none is real Maybe I'm not here My memories collapse And I die again My dreams seem alive They talk to me when I look at them They slap me when I look at them They disappear sometimes My dreams are alive They call me inside my sleep They start sulking inside my sleep They disagree sometimes I’ve lost my feelings, lost my memories And became speechless Looking back to see which is real They slap me when I look at them They disappear sometimes They scare me sometimes They scare me sometimes Lost my feelings, lost my memories I disgust myself I should have saved more of myself They call me inside my sleep They disappear sometimes They scare me sometimes