I think about happiness then my head hurts I'm going to be empty such a rainy day Light come from the clouds and people said it was Jacob's ladder No one can go to heaven Why do you believe in fiction Why am I, why am I? Everything I had dreamed of when I was young was destroyed It's all I broke it because everything didn't make my story happy Damn it That's how my story goes in a sad direction I want to sleep Sleeping in peace like dying and come my story end You're too good I told you, I hate you and love you You couldn't make me happy why did this happen I'm scared of fear in my dream ooh you're crying beside me we were spending every night Still dreaming about tomorrow it's stupid Why am I, why am I? My mom told me that a kind angel will come to take me someday I realized that it was a very scary story when I was an adult You see there is a ladder on it I got a pick up good bye And sleep peacefully will say last I love you Please send me the last words until you my last words the world is so cruel and beautiful so I will hesitate It would be interesting to sing such a tiny emotion Don't you think so it's like a kid I want to be fool because I'm a kid forever I want you to kill with beautiful memories my story end I love you