Watching you from afar Captivated by her glance Irreversible actions taken I confess all my mistakes Understand my anger is justified Just say you love me Love me It's not that hard to accept your fate Just say you hate me Hate me The consequences of my actions take hold Back when it all started It was just an urge But then it began to grow Couldn't face my fears I pondered to myself You should be all mine How could this all happen? Nice guys finish last I feel something inside me It wants to be free A small voice in my head speaks to me They say: Go on, take her life Just say you love me Love me It's not that hard to accept your fate Just say you hate me Hate me The consequences of my actions take hold I just can't see what is right in front of me Voices take control over my autonomy I must defy, elude my lust and take what's mine Don't you dare look away You can't hide from the monster inside I idealize what we could've been But that's gone now My obsessions My transgression Feel the heat of the night Forget those wasteful people I pondered to myself You could be all mine Oh, this pain inside Leads straight back to you I feel something inside me It want's to be free A small voice in my head speaks to me They say Go on, take her life I just can't see what is right in front of me Voices take control over my autonomy I must defy, elude my lust and take what's mine Don't you dare look away You can't hide from the monster inside She was my everything I can't bare it All the loss will tear me apart Unless I can do something She will be gone for good All my life I've been alone Searching for some closure Will I ever come out on top? Just say you love me Love me It's not that hard to accept your fate Just say you hate me Hate me The consequences of my actions take hold Go on and end it End it This pain called love is tearing me apart Please just stay quiet Quiet You know, I never learnt that no means no Oh, this desire, it's awful You had the nerve to call me repulsive Elusive passion, I hate this I have forsaken my dread I won't repent Our final goodbyes, farewell Your life was only meant to satisfy mine I just don't get it, I had it all And now I know why the nice guys finish last I just can't see why she doesn't accept me Everything I've done was for her and only her I can't deny this was never about romance Please don't ignore my love You can't change the monster I've become Envious lust and all those petty insults A will to contend You'll never see the light again I took her life, oh, what a merciless attack I held her whole world It's a shame I never learnt a thing All the loss will tear me apart Unless I can do something She will be gone for good Please just stay still Fear will consume you Until our final days You will always be mine