When I'm old enough I want to disappear I want to travel to a Country far from here Somewhere I can Be lost become unknown When I can leave I want to be alone When I'm old enough I want a world that’s gray I want to be more than Another drop of rain Somewhere I can be Done become disowned When I can leave I want to be alone Won’t you smile for me once again? ‘Cause once I leave I’ll never come back You’ll forget my face I’ll become pitch black ‘Cause, once I leave I’ll become the past And this world will cease To be downcast ‘Cause once I become What I need to be I’ll be able to Live off memories ‘Cause, once I leave You won’t regret There’s no need to fret ‘Cause you will forget me When I'm old enough I want a lone island A place where I Don’t have to be frightened Somewhere I can Be rogue, become condoned When I can leave Only I will be shown When I'm old enough I want serenity I want to float In the blue of the sea Somewhere I can Be sunk become a stone When I can leave I want to be alone Won’t you smile for me once again? Won't you just forget about then? Won’t you at least try to pretend That you were never my friend? When I'm old enough I want to say goodbye I want to escape Without having to cry Somewhere I can Be alone when I die When I can leave You’ll forget of my life (Chorus) Once I leave You will see You’ll be happy When I'm old enough I want to say goodbye I want to escape Without having to cry Somewhere I can Be alone when I die When I can leave You’ll forget that I lied