Years before, you used to throw my books away Then again, you used to cry the words and say Brother, I'm sorry they're all gone Mother said you would be so beautiful Wonder how you would look this very day Sorry, I turned into an only child You were everything A future thrown away This pain in my chest Continues to stay I don't want to grow up Not without you Years go on and your friends are all grown up This time I'm the one crying loud enough They all forgotten about you now Father left when you first began to die Mother sobbed, you could not look in her eyes Sorry, I turned into an only child Years before, we used to laugh at shows all night Now it's you who's being thrown away You were everything A future thrown away This pain in my chest Continues to stay I don't want to grow up Not without you