The walls came crushing down I tried to scream But couldn't make a sound And with each breathe I take The smile's getting harder to fake And with each step I take I realize I need more time to think Run away and hide All the feelings of yesterday I know the scars will remain We look up to the sky With no reasons why The answers we will seek Can't be found within a dream Woah Faded in lost memories And trapped Within what could never be Maybe it's not what it seems And this life will go on endlessly Maybe this life is a dream And I won't remember anything I've lied to myself so long That I can't tell if this is reality It can't f-cking be I must be dreaming I'll never be the same But I won't let you defy my name I might be the blame But I won't let you take my friends away When you threw me away You couldn't erase all the shame And yet, I'm still to blame But self destruction is such a beautiful thing Choke on every fucking lie Because this is the last time This is the last time I'll ever give you a piece of mind It's all over now Sanded faceless Left in the crowd It's all over now Sanded faceless Left in the crowd You're left to drown Faded in lost memories And trapped Within what could never be Maybe it's not what it seems And this life will go on endlessly Maybe this life is a dream And I won't remember anything I've lied to myself so long That I can't tell if this is reality It can't f-cking be I must be dreaming I'll never be the same But I won't let you defy my name I might be the blame But I won't let you take my friends away When you threw me away You couldn't erase all the shame And yet, I'm still to blame But self destruction is such a beautiful thing Choke on every fucking lie Because this is the last time This is the last time I'll ever give you a piece of mind