Sitting near the cold window Front of your own judgement range You smile calmly on your last day Still staring at the heavy rain Behind you there's a little boy Staying near, he has no choice The mouth you fed speaks paranoid that you'll kill yourself to avoid him He can see the guilt you hide I know this boy must be mine but the face he has rips through my eyes He wanders through your damaged mind but even with the love you find You won't stay alive If I'm here, do you have to go? Please, don't leave me alone I'll throw away that rope I'm just a kid that you don't need Give me one more day Before your body sways I don't know what to say So I'll hide your razor blades I'm the memory Something you won't forget You suffered quietly Scared to open your eyes Just forget about it I'm still your son either way He remains to take the blame Hoping that your heart would change but He was done with this awful game Just wanting someone to take his place You continue to feel ashamed Recalling that one day he came to be your restraints He's the one who'd made you go insane It's enough, I'm not your hate doll Death isn't logical Please give me a response Focus on me I'm still your son Ignore the window Why do you act so cold? Your life is your control Don't let him ruin what you have Take out those bullets You can't die on me yet Your mind's the only threat This is something you'd regret