Electric pulse bleeding into my veins I dress my pain up just to feel okay Every smile feels a little rehearsed But it's better than the silence getting worse I've been dragging myself through crowded rooms Trying to outrun what I already know If I move fast enough, I don't feel the weight If I stay numb, I don't have to explain I don't wanna talk about tomorrow I don't wanna hear what's true If this high is all I borrow Let me waste it here with you Take me to a temporary heaven Where the hurt can't follow me inside I know the fall is waiting when the night ends But right now, I just wanna feel alive Let the music drown the questions Let the lights rewrite my breathing I know this isn't salvation But it feels like heaven for the moment For the moment There's a crack in every laugh I fake I feel the dark behind every escape I keep my heart on airplane mode No signals getting through my soul I'm not healed, I'm just distracted, every second, I'm still fractured But when the bass drops, so do I, for a second, I forget why I cry Don't say it won't last forever, I already know the truth Just let me pretend I'm better, just tonight, just me and you Take me to a temporary heaven Where the hurt can't follow me inside I know the fall is waiting when the night ends But right now, I just wanna feel alive Let the music drown the questions Let the lights rewrite my breathing I know this isn't salvation But it feels like heaven for the moment I know the morning's gonna hurt like hell I know I'm running from myself But if this is all the peace I get Let me stay in it a little longer yet I'm tired of surviving every day If joy's a sin, I'll take the blame I don't need forever, I just need now I don't need fixing, oh, pull me out Temporary heaven, temporary high I don't wanna feel it when the feeling dies Temporary heaven, hold me inside If I'm falling later, let me fly tonight Take me to a temporary heaven, even if it's fragile, even if it lies I'll face the truth when the Sun gets in Just don't wake me up tonight Let the rhythm hold my shaking Let me feel like I'm not breaking I know this isn't salvation But it feels like heaven for the moment For the moment