Amen Give me signs, give me light I need something to thrive Or I will shatter to pieces I need spark, I need aim There is so much I crave But somehow it won't reach me There's this turmoil inside me why I can't see clearly It passes on to anyone who's near me Give me signs, give me light I need something to thrive Or I will shatter to pieces I won't rewind Back to the cyclone of grief and fright Restore inside A shell on the sand that's left behind Shimmering in holographic hues The pearl of my core endured much abuse I won't rewind To when I was the storm that I couldn't fight (When I was the storm that I couldn't fight) In the eye of the gale I can ease my concerns This silence is cleansing Only seconds to go Till the squall breaks the calm And my peace will be ending I won't rewind Back to the cyclone of grief and fright Restore inside A shell on the sand that's left behind Shimmering in holographic hues The pearl of my core endured much abuse I won't rewind To when I was the storm that I couldn't fight (I was the storm that I couldn't fight) When I was the storm that I couldn't fight No reasons to stay My existence is a disease Damn I can barely move after all this violence That vandalized me Part of this rotten human species Depression is spreading just like black mold in the damp Decayed Barely there, just a shell, filled with so Many meaningless mantras That I've preached to myself Erase – the arch enemy inside me Reveal – how I could hurt myself so blindly Amen I won't rewind Back to the cyclone of grief and fright Restore inside – A shell on the sand that's left behind Shimmering in holographic hues The pearl of my core endured much abuse I won't rewind To when I was the storm that I couldn't fight (When I was the storm that I couldn't fight) When I was the storm that I couldn't fight