Anxiety, insomnia Manic episodes, body dysmorphia Unhappiness turns to happiness Sadness turns to back happiness Some days I'm high, I'm high, I'm high Throw my pain away Just to get by, get by, get by It's easier that way Some days I hide, I hide, I hide I hide away Just to get by, get by, get by It's easier that way She said, contrary to your name, you're really not the easiest She keep calling me difficult, but I'm no good at obedience Not your ex, I'm not your previous I'm on demon time, I move devious What else you expect from a gemini who's a genius? Heard ya? It's the voice of your mind I'm only hearing it'll get louder with time Whenever he drink, whenever he lie If you've been fallen off, you way outcha your prime Pshh, I got a lot of going on No matter what happens, the show must go on A momma's boy without a mom but I still gotta stay strong Yea but what if you ain't rap, what else he good at? Besides doing drugs and handsome to look at? Partyin', partyin', partyin' Cheating on women who never deserved that Okay, so let's finally address this Two sides, but mine's been neglected So don't talk to me reckless, been in this game- sold millions of records Oh, but you finally ran out of drugs to get high on? You finally ran out of shoulders to cry on Are you bouncing back or you not? It's one or another you gotta decide on Try living with this- no privacy, someone tmz spies on Wishin' I was a no body somedays, instead of someone their eyes on Gerald, gerald- he only complains Look around- all of your friends are unfazed A geek, been goin' for 7 days straight Deal with it in the unhealthiest ways Anxiety, insomnia Manic episodes, body dysmorphia Unhappiness turns to happiness Sadness turns to back happiness Some days I'm high, I'm high, I'm high Throw my pain away Just to get by, get by, get by It's easier that way Some days I hide, I hide, I hide I hide away Just to get by, get by, get by It's easier that way Some days, I think I hate everybody Some days, I think I hate everybody Some days, I think I hate everybody Some days, I think I hate everybody Anxiety, insomnia Manic episodes, body dysmorphia Unhappiness turns to happiness Sadness turns to back happiness