I love to talk to you Oh, oh Ooh, oh Na-na-na, na-na-na-na-na All good, feeling fine Clouds stay clear up in the nick of time Miracles, she'd always find Every year around Christmas time She can make my whole mood change Change so fast, I guess it could feel strange Even if I couldn't sleep You hold me tight and you would sing to me I love you As long as I'm alive, I'ma love you I like you always and forever 'Cause momma's always gonna love you My dear baby My sweet baby Nobody's gonna hurt you 'Cause momma's always gonna love you Always just me and you Till one day the boy grew and grew Trouble I'd often brew Doing the stuff that you ain't want me to do Late nights, I'd hide from you Funny somehow you still always knew Tiptoe, slip in past 2 Knock on your door and I would sing to you I love you As long as I'm alive, I'ma love you I like you always and forever 'Cause gerald's always gonna love you, uh My dear momma My sweet momma Nobody's gonna hurt you 'Cause gerald's always gonna love you Spend my last on you So you ain't have to worry when the rent was due Finally my dreams came true Signed a record deal like I said I'd do Dream house, five bedrooms I was proud when I handed the keys to you More that I'd make you proud Proud of the man that I had turned into Miss you, my heart's still bruised Where did you go? I'm still confused Yeah, wish you coulda seen what [?] Sometimes I wanna feel pain Sometimes the hurt is important Sometimes my heart feels whole Sometimes the hole is enormous Some mornings, I start to cry Soon as I look at your portrait I make a french press important Sit back, try to enjoy it And I just, uh, think about ya Some days my heart still feels like you broke it and tore it Like the rug's pulled from under me I don't know where the floor it Sometimes I try to ignore it Somehow I'm not strong enough for it I know I'd have to write this, knew it'd be hard to record it Without breaking down in the moment When I gave up sobriety after you passed 'Cause it was harder on my own, hope you not mad at me for it I'm not tryna place blame for what the relapse is over But when I look in the clouds and see that you're flying over Worried that you're upset with me and you wish I was sober I'm finally being honest because it helps with the closure For the most part, I'm good though My guardian angel But some days are hard and it gets hard to stay stable I just want you to know that I'm doing fine And deep down inside, I'm still the same baby you cradled, yeah Yeah, deep down inside, I'm still the same baby you cradled, uh Ooh Ooh My dear momma My sweet momma Nobody's gonna hurt you 'Cause gerald's always gonna love you Hi gerald, I just though I'd call you to see how you're doing I'm sorry, [?] are never easy And I had a long time with her, so I, you know [?] sad feeling Anyway, um, I just thought I'd call you to see if I could talk to you But I will later, okay, so bye