Now I'm post-traumatic I was innocent till I jumped in and then adapted God bless me with a angel, I don't know how that happened, but it was meant to happen I had to grow up savage All my negative rappin But I'm still here Sittin in the hospital, your mom was asleep, I dropped a tear Ain't even know what was real, couldn't grasp a feelin, it still was weird 5/17 gave me love If I didn't know anything, I know you'd give me love In the delivery room, when I was drunk and full of drugs Reminiscing about my life and thinking what it was All daddy could ever amounted to was thug shit I go through anything, just to give you a hug I die about yo brother's but they didn't change me Ready to go about whatever cuz yo daddy crazy Marry better than me, although I changed and I ain't the same me You gon' be a queen and if that king too weak just blame me You remind me of myself in a lady body plus beauty gon' be a hotty but you anever be no thotty Pray you just gon' be like yo mommy, drip you up in all Bulgari Put my freedom at risk, I'm sorry But I beat it like John Gotti Long as I'm rich ain't shit gon' stop me I never face defeat, when I kiss you I'm complete, when I ain't with you I feel weak I be always in the street, tryna make my ends meet If they come between you and me, they become my enemy That's why I named you Emmy Cuz my life a movie girl but you the star I can't wait till your sweet 16 customizing a foreign car I never let a man out-do me, material things anever impress you There are most of em out your league If you need a ear, come talk to me I never let you live in fear, come walk with me Show you how to point, aim that Mini-Hawk and squeeze it Any life lesson you gon' ace if I'm the teacher I can't fathom life without you in it, cuz I need ya