Snow is falling but it feels so wrong The lights are twinkling but my joy is gone The tree is dressed but I'm coming undone Why am I crying on Christmas Why's my heart breaking in two The carols are playing but I'm barely staying Through a season that’s meant to renew The cookies burn and the stockings droop My shadow’s the only one in this room Silent nights never felt so true Is it the weight of the world Or just the weight of you Why am I crying on Christmas Why's my heart breaking in two The carols are playing but I'm barely staying Through a season that’s meant to renew Every ribbon feels like a tether Every star just mocks the weather I wanted warmth but I got cold I wanted you but now I'm alone