Don't ask me again No I'm not okay Don't look into my eyes Don't know who I am You don't understand You don't have the answers I'm questioning faith Don't know what to say Sometimes I'm in anger Just another day Been wanting to escape I'ma take a nap now I'm grieving myself For how much I've changed My parents don't get me They think it's a phase I know they've been praying Like I got a disease I still have my friends Some don't understand Feel like they don't know me anymore I'll welcome you to my existential crisis 2 days I smile, the 5 other ones I'm crying I'm here with you, we realized that we've been blinded I'm 22, but that's not when it all started Don't wanna go crazy I find my ways To keep myself busy When I stop and think My life isn't great It ain't easy They listen to saints Don't use their own brains Just copying behaviours With fingers of grace They point at my face Still say that we're neighbours Am I gonna risk? Just wanted some peace How am I still breathing I thought I knew shit but What am I doing What is my purpose How big can I dream? How much will I ruin? Don't think I believe it anymore I've been fighting for a truth I don't believe in And I'm tired of this lie I have been living Still got things that give me strength to wake up every morning But sometimes I do get sick of my own mind