I'm trying so hard to be someone I like Take my mistakes and say: Live and let die And doing these things to keep my faith alive I don't wanna be here no more And fighting and spiraling, dominoes fall Beat myself up 'cause it's all I've been taught The lies of a child, I'm still counting them up Praying that I can close the door So why would I die when I still haven't tried To roll back those clocks to a simpler life And why every time, when I take someone's heart Tend to my own and leave theirs in the dark It's Saturday night, don't know who I've become When things get too good, why do I jump the gun? I'm into the woods just a wolf on the run What have I been running from? And I hate myself and for not giving it time Learning some patience and drawing the line I burnt all the bridges and curved up my spine Still I couldn't make myself cry I've got a light and it holds me All of the pain it just showed me That everything good happens slowly All because I fell on my knees So why would I die when I still haven't tried To roll back those clocks to a simpler life And why every time, when I take someone's heart Tend to my own and leave theirs in the dark It's Saturday night, don't know who I've become When things get too good, why do I jump the gun? I'm into the woods just a wolf on the run What have I been running from? I'm stuck with myself, created my own hell I'm a shell of a man and I'm wishing him well But I still have hope that someday I could change And fix all of my problems I put on my plate (But they just keep breaking me down, whoa) So why would I die when I still haven't tried To roll back those clocks to a simpler life And why every time, when I take someone's heart Tend to my own and leave theirs in the dark It's Saturday night, don't know who I've become When things get too good, why do I jump the gun? I'm into the woods just a wolf on the run What have I been running from? What have I been running from?