Someone told me once that I need thicker skin Now all I have are scars Someone else suggested I should look within If I want any answers I don't wanna talk about my feelings anymore I have a unique disease and you don't have the cure I'll suffer in silence My alternative to violence Someone tried to tell me I was powerless And they thought they were right Better not to bet against me, no matter what you heard I'll never throw a fight I don't wanna talk about my feelings anymore I have a unique disease and you don't have the cure I can see through the illusion if I close my eyes I tried living honestly and all I got were lies, lies, lies, lies I'll suffer in silence My alternative to violence I think I'm about to over the edge And I don't know how to fly I don't wanna talk about my feelings anymore I have a unique disease and you don't have the cure I can see through the illusion if I close my eyes I tried living honestly and all I got were lies, lies, lies, lies I'll suffer in silence My alternative to violence I'll suffer in silence My alternative to violence