I hate bottlin' it up I hate bottlin' it up I hate bottlin' it up I hate bottlin' it up like I always do I don't say shit, I really want to, no I don't need the lies you say to my face I say, "It's okay" leaves a bitter taste, no Not like the movies, not on the screens But you'll make it seem live in fantasy And I'm well aware of where we both stand It wasn't the plan to let go of your hand I'm tired of not feelin' enough I see the end before it'll come You got me to a place where I'm numb That's what I get for bitin' my tongue I'm tired of not feelin' your Everything but me was put above You got me to a place where I'm done That's what I get for bitin' my tongue Bitin' my, bitin' my Oh, only for you I'm layin' here but I'm far, I don't know who you are You're not who I first met, somethin' tainted your heart I hold onto the start, I guess that's why I stay Lord knows, I'm ashamed, I bury all the pain If you took time to listen, you would see I'm in prison Wouldn't paint me the villain, perception would be rewritten You would beg for forgiveness, you would feel what I'm feelin' Wouldn't keep pushin' limits, takin' more than you're givin' I'm tired of not feelin' enough I see the end before it'll come You got me to a place where I'm numb That's what I get for bitin' my tongue I'm tired of not feelin' your Everything but me was put above You got me to a place where I'm done That's what I get for bitin' my tongue Bitin' my, bitin' my Oh, only for you