I don't act delicate as much as I wish I did I want a gentleman, that's genuine I'm lacking so much estrogen Blocky build and hairy skin Such a contradicting specimen God, I wish I was feminine Wish I was a lesbian I hate my body, my head is throbbing Illuminati, I wanna be a hottie I wish I wasn't 6 feet tall I wish it didn't look like I had balls I wish I didn't bleach my fucking hair 'Cause now it falls out, fuck me who cares Fuck me, who cares? I wish I wasn't flat and I arch my back I wish I was a pretty cat and not an ugly little rat I wish I was born just an average girl But now I get made fun of by what seems to be the world I wanna be a girl, I wanna be a girl I wanna be a girl, I wanna be a girl (I wanna be a girl) I hate my body (I hate my body), my head is throbbing (my head is fucking throbbing) Illuminati (Illuminati), I wanna be a hottie (I wanna be a hot fucking babe) I hate my body (I hate my body), my head is fucking throbbing (my head is fucking throbbing) Illuminati, I wanna be a hottie (hot, hot, hot, hottie)