My guardian angel My only guide You never give up You never left me I tried so hard I was so hopeless This constant curse it's everlasting Drops on the window Tears on my face Words on a paper and the cold of this room I’ve think about it Infinite times And many nights I prayed not to wake up I made my decision I'm writing this words A cowardly goodbye There is no other way The enemy within Has finally won his war I refused The life you gave me I despised Evеry moment Mother pleasе forgive me You don't deserved this additional pain I should ask for your help But this time it would have been so useless There’s nothing left to say And there's nothing here for me to fight for Time has come for me to leave Don't you cry now I'm ready for the grave