Do you still think that I'm beautiful Or when you left did that change overnight? I've been in ruins, delusional thinking That I'm ever crossing your mind I know these words ain't nothing new You hear them, but they don't get through 'Cause hurting me was best for you I should walk away but I'ma give it one more try If it kills me, don't you miss me? Can't you see that I've been crying out in every word I write? I feel stupid 'cause it's useless To you I'm the years that you wasted And I'm spilling my heart on these pages I've cried enough so I'm only gonna say it one more time 'Cause I can't do this forever So my love, this is my last letter I'm so aware that I torture myself I'm at war with my head and my heart I swear the answers were there From the day you walked out It's no use trying to pick them apart You loved me once, you could again So tell me there's a little left 'Cause I can't put this shit to bed I should walk away but I'ma give it one more try If it kills me, don't you miss me? Can't you see that I've been crying out in every word I write? I feel stupid 'cause it's useless To you I'm the years that you wasted And I'm spilling my heart on theses pages I've cried enough so I'm only gonna say it one more time 'Cause I can't do this forever So my love, this is my last letter