I grew up in silence, swallowing screams You said I was weak, tearing apart my dreams Humiliated, punished, erased from your view Just a shadow of the child you never knew Everyone else got your praise and pride While I bled trying to earn a look in your eyes No matter how hard I tried, you never saw Love was a stranger, pain became law Overthinking is a curse I carry My pills are my shelter when the weight gets heavy You said it's just drama, but never saw I was dying a little more each time you closed the door I share your blood but I don't share your soul You don't deserve my forgiveness, I won't let it go Death feels like a matter of time And when that time comes, you won't see me anymore Hear these voices singing my words See these people dancing to my hurt I hid my face so they wouldn't see me cry I sing about the pain, that's how I survive You erased me, left me undone Tried to draw myself but you blurred everyone You built a monster who screams in verse And now it's my name echoing through the universe Flashes from childhood still burn my skin Memories don't fade, they settle within You made this chaos, you lit this flame Now I wear my scars without shame I share your blood but I don't share your soul You don't deserve my forgiveness, I won't let it go Death feels like a matter of time And when that time comes, you won't see me anymore Hear these voices singing my words See these people dancing to my hurt I hid my face so they wouldn't see me cry I sing about the pain, that's how I survive You won't see me anymore Not evermore