Your love ain’t something that I'm used to I don’t see a lot I remember days where I would chase it being who I'm not Had to realize all that pain and envy left the bones to rot Did anything to make You proud, maybe earn a spot Lord teach me how to Switch lanes and maintain my all in Obtain and sustain my calling It’s all grey with long days I'm yawning Tryna figure out what it is that You’re wanting I don’t think I fit the role You’ll find someone better Know my feelings take a toll When You switch the weather Knowing me I might just fold When You bring the pressure Needa find my soul and way back home Nothing lasts forever Not looking for a performer You just want a son Lovesick right down to my core but You my medicine You heal me Know the real me It’s hard to fathom the love that You have for me You laid down your life it was a tragedy Now You reign on high seated in majesty I'm struggling to shake the things that’s bad for me Just short of full potential and it’s sad to see But all the while You still call my chosen You thaw me out I thought my heart was frozen Don’t wanna talk and just go through the motions I wanna measure up I don’t think I fit the role You’ll find someone better Know my feelings take a toll When You switch the weather Knowing me I might just fold When You bring the pressure Needa find my soul and way back home Nothing lasts forever