It’s a scary life I fall asleep but I don’t close my eyes And I ain’t one to try and victimize, but I feel dead inside Stabbed my back a hun’red times Cause I always blame myself Find every reason in the book to go and hate myself I told you things that I would really tell nobody else And now you left and I got no one think I need some help So I look to the sky crying out do You hear me Say that You’re here but I don’t feel You near me Oh God help me love myself There ain’t nobody else Where do I run to when don’t got nobody Feel like a Lost cause from the words of nobody’s But I got New flaws, a new job, a new car filled with Old friends who don’t seem to drive far I'm tryna manage the damage that came when you went left I'm tryna add up the reasons but I keep counting less And now my heart is divided the other half you kept I search for reasons for meaning can’t seem to find my step So I look to the sky crying out do You hear me Say that your here but I don’t feel You near me Oh God help me love myself And I try not to die as I look to the ceiling Say that I'm fine but I'm so far from healing Oh God help me love myself There ain’t nobody else No, no, no, nobody Looking for somebody That can save me from myself There ain’t nobody else No, no, no, nobody Looking for somebody That can save me from myself There ain’t nobody else