I've gotten so good at lying Hurt me without even trying Can't stop these voices inside of me I know I'm gonna regret it I wish I could just forget it Don't know what they all expect of me I've been running in circles Feel like I'm chasing myself Is it heaven or hell? I might look fine on the surface But in my head I'm not well Don't know if you could tell Don't know if you could tell You take away all my pain Watch it fade I close my eyes Drift away To the other side All the mountains ahead Crumble instead As the chemicals run through my veins You take away all my pain Watch it fade To the other side It's obvious I can't control this Secrets that I kept the closest People are starting to notice things Feel awful so I just get higher These nights are constant reminders That this still has a hold over me I've been running in circles Feel like I'm chasing myself Is it heaven or hell? I might look fine on the surface But in my head I'm not well Don't know if you could tell Don't know if you could tell You take away all my pain Watch it fade I close my eyes Drift away To the other side All the mountains ahead Crumble instead As the chemicals run through my veins You take away all my pain Watch it fade To the other side