I spend all day on my phone But miss messages from my friends Why do people say I'm real When I think I'm playing pretend I'm a bogus fabricated imitation Of a girl who's got her shit together Might be an imposter I'm overthinking my interactions Am I a freak show? Am I attractive? How is it possible that you're just so confident in everything that you do? You're such a dick, I wanna be like you She's just a poser with nothing to say Says the voice in my head as it gets in my way Why you always gotta ruin my day? Smoking cigarettes at the back of my brain Tell you the truth, I just feel like a fake Good at disguises but not at outfits I'm worrying my personality is counterfeit My mind feels fuzzy but you can't even tell I guess it's funny, do you feel it as well? I'm overthinking my interactions Do they like me? Think I'm attractive? Her life looks so perfect online, she's always flying somewhere else and wearing expensive shoes You're such a dick, I wanna be like you She's just a poser with nothing to say Says the voice in my head as it gets in my way Why you always gotta ruin my day? Smoking cigarettes at the back of my brain Tell you the truth, I just feel like a fake She's just a poser with nothing to say Says the voice in my head as it gets in my way Why you always gotta ruin my day? Smoking cigarettes at the back of my brain Tell you the truth, I just feel like a fake