I feel myself slipping under Into the mouth of hell No lord, no God, just a monster With his soul to sell I feel the grip getting tighter The day of reckoning Oh father please forgive me For it is I, I'm the sin This suffering plays its part in my misery Well I long for something beautiful But I know it would take a miracle Because life is pain So lay the flowers around my grave So there's finally something beautiful In a life that's fucking miserable Twisted chains around my neck Broken glass inside my chest Can't stop myself from falling I hear the demon calling Delirium So this is goodbye And I pray for death in the night I hope it's painless Trying to breath I'm dying to bleed As I fall into delirium Guide me though this darkness And show me where to start Father grant me mercy And cleanse my weary heart