You think you know me all so well Remember thoughts that I would never tell Is it fate that we were left alone and couldn't help ourselves? I don't want to let you go I'm just scared to be alone I'm still holding on cause nothing feels this perfect when you're gone I'm falling out of my head again And I'm so hung up on you I'm trying not to stare again But I'm not sure what to do When I'm with you I'm coming off as second best Your cover ups are just a fucking mess But I'm still standing here cause I've got no worth, and I've lost all self-respect I think it's time to let you go When I feel I'm more alone I'm still holding on cause I'm the one that's losing all control I'm falling out of my head again And I'm so hung up on you I'm trying not to stare again But I'm not sure what to do When I'm with you It's my fault You're not here I'm addicted to pain I found hate In myself That I'll never escape It's my fault You're not here I'm addicted to pain I found hate In myself I'll never escape I'm falling out of my head again And I'm so hung up on you I'm trying not to stare again But I'm not sure what to do When I'm with you It's my fault You're not here I'm addicted to pain (when I'm with you) I found hate In myself That I'll never escape It's my fault You're not here I'm addicted to pain