I'm selfish (I'm selfish) No excuses (no excuses) Haven't been a good friend in a long time And I'm sorry about it And I'm sorry about it I'm an asshole (I'm an asshole) On purpose (on purpose) Hiding behind my humor So I don't have to feel anything And my whole family goes to therapy So I won't Because I can't do what's good for me I don't wanna Take pills like mom and dad To keep from killing myself It runs in my blood It runs in my blood It runs in my blood It runs in my blood It runs in my blood It runs in my blood Woah-oh I'm a downer (I'm a downer) Wasn't thinking Sitting at the party not talking with your family Just drawing in my stupid sketchbook I'm exhausted (I'm exhausted) For no reason (for no reason) Keep hoping for change and things stay the things 'Cause I don't do anything different And my whole family goes to therapy So I won't Because I can’t do what's good for me I don't wanna Take pills like mom and dad To keep from killing myself It runs in my blood It runs in my blood It runs in my blood It runs in my blood It runs in my blood It runs in my blood Woah-oh God help me life's getting confusing Runs in the family, I'm rambling It's chemistry, it's kismet Need a blood transfusion Tell myself all the time Please don't mess up the kids I'll do the best, like my parents did But a chemical fire doesn't stop with a gust Boy my brain did a number on us God help me life's getting confusing Runs in the family, I'm rambling It's chemistry, it's kismet Need a blood transfusion Tell myself all the time Please don't mess up the kids I'll do the best, like my parents did But a chemical fire doesn't stop with a gust Boy my brain did a number on us It runs in my blood It runs in my blood It runs in my blood It runs in my blood It runs in my blood It runs in my blood Woah-oh It runs in my blood It runs in my blood It runs in my blood It runs in my blood It runs in my blood It runs in my blood Woah-oh