Break the tab off my cold beer My beard always gets caught It tugs on me like all my problems Another beer I bet I'll solve 'em So I'll pay the tab at this dive bar I took too many shots A healthy tip for making me dull Let's pretend I'm still in full control As if my emotions can only be suppressed By the chemicals I breathe right into my chest I always need to mess up perception To endure reality 'Cause I'm some kind of junkie Trying to escape all the pain within me Sucking on my vape when it's well past empty Using what I can just to keep on numbing Yeah, I'm some kind of junkie You won't be surprised when my vices kill me Fall into the deep end watch me sink in It's really hard to swim with this drink in my hand Drink in my hand So I'll start my car with my remote Wade through Chicago snow You always said I'm the best driver Every time we have a bender But I never saw the truck headlights Shining right through my hands Through the windshield we'll both dance Maybe always meant to end like this As if my emotions can only be suppressed By the chemicals I breathe right into my chest I always need to mess up perception To endure reality 'Cause I'm some kind of junkie Trying to escape all the pain within me Sucking on my vape when it's well past empty Using what I can just to keep on numbing Yeah, I'm some kind of junkie You won't be surprised when my vices kill me Fall into the deep end watch me sink in It's really hard to swim with this drink in my hand Drink in my hand