Busting Korn wishing I wasn't born It's been a catatonic week never walked out the door I just laid in my bed and I ate my pain away Fixate and replay every bad choice I made Failed my parents dropping out of college Friends call but they all go on acknowledge All these late payments empty out my wallet Now they're gonna cut the lights I'm a motherfucking low life I'm a motherfucking low life 'Cause I'm a motherfucking low life I'm a motherfucking low life Now I'm a low life Three decades down I'm still clowning around And I'll never make it out of this shithole town Playing Mudvayne loud at my dumb dead-end job Dig me a hole in the ground and I'll never come out Failed my parents dropping out of college Friends call but they all go on acknowledge All these late payments empty out my wallet Now they're gonna cut the lights I'm a motherfucking low life I'm a motherfucking low life 'Cause I'm a motherfucking low life I'm a motherfucking low life Yeah I'm a low life I can't change who I am I won't try to pretend 'Cause I'm a lowlife I can't change who I am I won't try to pretend Rip the bowl think I'm losing control I push my fingers in my eyes she said "Duality blows" And I'm getting too old just to headbang alone In my garage with my mess think it's time to let go (Time to let go) (Time to let go) (Time to let go)