I've been so frustrated with myself I feel my trust fading It's not enough lately I think I'm ignoring my own health I miss all the warnings It just gets so boring when I'm not indulging my senses Every single second Pleasure is cheap but it sure is expensive Where is the strength I need to change for good? 'Cause I can't retreat to the way I used to be The way I used to see myself versus everyone else There's still more of who I was before And I'm afraid that I'm not gonna make any progress at all The bedroom packed with gifts I never gave And the weight gained And the chest pain bleed into my days I'm so easily stained That I can see the seeds grow into leaves And still not believe this is worth it It's growing and working That I am so much better than the way I was before Wash me clean So I can be brand new 'Cause I can't retreat to the way I used to be The way I used to see myself versus everyone else There's still more of who I was before And I'm afraid that I'm not gonna make any progress at all I'm afraid that I'm not gonna make any progress At all At all Wash me clean So I can be brand new Wash me clean, oh-oh So I can be brand new 'Cause I can't retreat to the way I used to be The way I used to see myself versus everyone else There's still more of who I was before And I'm afraid that I'm not gonna make any progress No, I can't retreat to the way I used to be The way I used to see myself versus everyone else There's still more of who I was before And I'm afraid that I'm not gonna make any progress at all